Everything changes but beauty remains,

It's been so long since i last blogged.
Am at my work place now, so bored. A few more mins to my lunch time, gna eat alone.
Miss my friends. Been 743345676543 years since i last meet them, but am meeting ma girls on the 13th.

USS & RWS Hard Rock Hotel. (Y)
Hmm... idk what else to write actually cze nobody really reads it anymore... Shld i delete my blog?

Oh, recently been watching some youtubes videos, i really dk how people can make up until so chio even if it is hell thick. but everytime i put on thick make ups, i look like crap. i hate make up, but i wna look presentable.

Christmas is coming, and i'm working on that day, after work got to rush down to pasir ris for chalet. It's gna be damn tiring. Work then chalet for three days straight and next day work. bloody workaholic right? HAHA! I shld update my blog more often but i haven't been going out these few days, no photos to upload, and my post is gna be as wordy as this. Hate wordy post. Makes me sleepy. HAHA!

Well, anyway, toninght there's a event at powerhouse, i think it's gna be fun cze i've been to smoove ph event, and it's awesome. way better than those at zirca, rebel, groove, or other places.

Hehe, got smth to share. Yesterday chatted w my eyecandy!!! Though it's only a short convo. but it's great isn't it? kekex, but yesterday wasn't my day. really not my day. & I was late for work today. Pffftttt...

Tonight's event, grab your tix from me alright? <3-ly(s) ^-^
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Got to go now, BYEEEEE! Will blog soon, promise! <3

Meaningless

I need a place to rant.

I dreamt of my ex last night, the whole dream is damn weird..

I dreamt that I went over to his place, he saw me, he took his bag and ran away. And then his grandpa was asking me to chase after him, so I did. I kept running and running until he finally stopped.. I walked over, held his hand & I apologise. He hugged me and I cried. Then we got back together..

But, that's impossible. I mean, I won't be going over to his place, running after him, holding his hands and he won't be hugging me & we won't patch. & recently when I was packing my cubboard, I found the keychain that I've made, by myself, during work time, for him. I thought I've threw it all away. I was shocked. Yes, I admit. I still misses him every now & then but the feeling is different. And I misses someone else more often. I remembered I was shocked out of my life and my heart dropped when I first saw him in my dream then when he walks out of the door, my heart aches a little.. I woke up in shock cus' I was crying. I don't know why am I even crying in my dreams. When I woke up, I was tearing. Very weird. I am kinda confused now.. I doubt myself. Idk if I've really moved on or not. I don't wanna hurt X(this is not his initial, I'm just gna call him X here.) I am sure, I have feelings for X but idky am I like this. It's damn torturous. It must be my karma.. );

Idky am I having this kind of dream. I don't know if I should call it a sweet dream or nightmare cus' I woke up in shock.

I wasn't even thinking about him before I fall asleep, I was thinking about X... :/

Well, anw, that doesn't matter. I've got a part time job and I'm loving it. ^^
Life in school were fine. Yeah, I guess I can use the word fine. :/
Haha. I don't have anything else to say... K, gudbye my readers! I'll blog again soon! &
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