Meaningless

I need a place to rant.

I dreamt of my ex last night, the whole dream is damn weird..

I dreamt that I went over to his place, he saw me, he took his bag and ran away. And then his grandpa was asking me to chase after him, so I did. I kept running and running until he finally stopped.. I walked over, held his hand & I apologise. He hugged me and I cried. Then we got back together..

But, that's impossible. I mean, I won't be going over to his place, running after him, holding his hands and he won't be hugging me & we won't patch. & recently when I was packing my cubboard, I found the keychain that I've made, by myself, during work time, for him. I thought I've threw it all away. I was shocked. Yes, I admit. I still misses him every now & then but the feeling is different. And I misses someone else more often. I remembered I was shocked out of my life and my heart dropped when I first saw him in my dream then when he walks out of the door, my heart aches a little.. I woke up in shock cus' I was crying. I don't know why am I even crying in my dreams. When I woke up, I was tearing. Very weird. I am kinda confused now.. I doubt myself. Idk if I've really moved on or not. I don't wanna hurt X(this is not his initial, I'm just gna call him X here.) I am sure, I have feelings for X but idky am I like this. It's damn torturous. It must be my karma.. );

Idky am I having this kind of dream. I don't know if I should call it a sweet dream or nightmare cus' I woke up in shock.

I wasn't even thinking about him before I fall asleep, I was thinking about X... :/

Well, anw, that doesn't matter. I've got a part time job and I'm loving it. ^^
Life in school were fine. Yeah, I guess I can use the word fine. :/
Haha. I don't have anything else to say... K, gudbye my readers! I'll blog again soon! &
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